Last week, April 3, 2011 to be exact, I made the decision to be JOYFUL all the time. I don't know either, but I seem to be crying and always down the past few weeks (even months?), still because of THAT reason. Being always sad can be tiring too. So on that date, after the Sunday Worship Service, I said to God that from now on, there would be HAPPY HEARTS, ALL THE TIME.♥

I just love this feeling!



"A cheerful heart does good like medicine."
A Bible verse from Proverbs 17:22

Whatever THAT is that's bothering me for a looooong time now and makes me cry for almost every night, I won't let it depress me anymore. True that I may not be able to move on from that situation immediately, but I'll choose to be happy. Being joyful is a choice. And from now on, I choose to be joyful.

And guess what? After a week of that decision, I'm not crying anymore because of IT, unlike before that I reaaaaally cry a lot when I think of what situation I am in. Truly God is so GOOD for I cannot do this on my own, only by His grace I am able to do this.

God uses time. Time HEALS. Thank You, God. ♥

Spread the happiness! Eat chocolates!
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This day was mixed feelings.

Sleepy.
Worried.
Excited.
Optimistic.
Sad.
Frustrated.
Even more frustrated.
Hungry.
Tired.
Sweaty.
Curious.
Kilig.
Nervous.
Joyful.

...and BLESSED.

:))
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...how I easily get jealous. I know I shouldn't be but I can't help it.

Lord, You know what's best for me. Help me wait and serve You in this season of singleness.

AMEN.
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Everything was fine... until TODAY. :|

Current status on Facebook.

What happened??? The flame of hope in my heart burned again. I already gave up hoping because I know it's not the will of God anymore to pray for it. But with just that, everything came upon me as if all the moments just happened recently. Everything became fresh! And I feel like crying again.

Waaaaah. I hate this feeling. This isn't right, and I know I need to repress this.

So help me God!!
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It's Thursday. I still have 2 exams tomorrow. Yet I'm here updating my blog. :D

Oh well! What can I say? I'm just happy these past few days. I'm sure no one knows (only a person or two) that I've been reaaaally depressed these past few months and it's like no one could cheer me up. I don't know what happened, but after that moments of sulking (and crying!) God gave me real joy. So many blessings arouse or maybe I just hadn't noticed them before... My mind was so preoccupied with things that didn't matter. Thank You God! These blessings... what could I ask for?? :))
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Expecting is just hard. When in the end, it will only bring you frustrations.
:(

What would I do? I'm sad these past few days. Can anybody or something just cheer me up???
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...are on my mind.

What does that just mean??
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Last week, April 3, 2011 to be exact, I made the decision to be JOYFUL all the time. I don't know either, but I seem to be crying and always down the past few weeks (even months?), still because of THAT reason. Being always sad can be tiring too. So on that date, after the Sunday Worship Service, I said to God that from now on, there would be HAPPY HEARTS, ALL THE TIME.♥

I just love this feeling!



"A cheerful heart does good like medicine."
A Bible verse from Proverbs 17:22

Whatever THAT is that's bothering me for a looooong time now and makes me cry for almost every night, I won't let it depress me anymore. True that I may not be able to move on from that situation immediately, but I'll choose to be happy. Being joyful is a choice. And from now on, I choose to be joyful.

And guess what? After a week of that decision, I'm not crying anymore because of IT, unlike before that I reaaaaally cry a lot when I think of what situation I am in. Truly God is so GOOD for I cannot do this on my own, only by His grace I am able to do this.

God uses time. Time HEALS. Thank You, God. ♥

Spread the happiness! Eat chocolates!
0 Comments

This day was mixed feelings.

Sleepy.
Worried.
Excited.
Optimistic.
Sad.
Frustrated.
Even more frustrated.
Hungry.
Tired.
Sweaty.
Curious.
Kilig.
Nervous.
Joyful.

...and BLESSED.

:))
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...how I easily get jealous. I know I shouldn't be but I can't help it.

Lord, You know what's best for me. Help me wait and serve You in this season of singleness.

AMEN.
0 Comments

Everything was fine... until TODAY. :|

Current status on Facebook.

What happened??? The flame of hope in my heart burned again. I already gave up hoping because I know it's not the will of God anymore to pray for it. But with just that, everything came upon me as if all the moments just happened recently. Everything became fresh! And I feel like crying again.

Waaaaah. I hate this feeling. This isn't right, and I know I need to repress this.

So help me God!!
0 Comments

It's Thursday. I still have 2 exams tomorrow. Yet I'm here updating my blog. :D

Oh well! What can I say? I'm just happy these past few days. I'm sure no one knows (only a person or two) that I've been reaaaally depressed these past few months and it's like no one could cheer me up. I don't know what happened, but after that moments of sulking (and crying!) God gave me real joy. So many blessings arouse or maybe I just hadn't noticed them before... My mind was so preoccupied with things that didn't matter. Thank You God! These blessings... what could I ask for?? :))
2 Comments

Expecting is just hard. When in the end, it will only bring you frustrations.
:(

What would I do? I'm sad these past few days. Can anybody or something just cheer me up???
0 Comments

...are on my mind.

What does that just mean??
0 Comments