It's amazing how another person's perception can improve your self-esteem. :))

My current status on FB.

Kanina, nagkukwentuhan kami nila Ate Cheng, Elaine and JR. Sabi ni Ate Cheng, Kuya Bryan (her bf) really helped her sa pagimprove ng kanyang self-esteem. I asked: "Yan ba ang dahilan kung bakit mababa ang self-esteem ko ngayon?" LOL.

Natuwa lang ako sa mga nalaman ko. Sabi ni Ate Cheng sakin before, medyo intimidating ako at first look and I'm the type of person who's strong. Nagulat ako. STRONG ba kamo? I actually consider myself as weak. One whose confidence level is plummeting. Pero alam mo yun, yung comment na yun about my personality helped me. They perceive of me as strong, gusto ko magpaka-strong.

I'm only human. And God made humans as emotional creatures.

Pero parang nakakapagod din mag-emote minsan diba? Lalo na pag wala kang masabihan. Nakakahiya din kasi sabihin ng iba... There are times wherein I really want to tell this person how I'm feeling, but I'm afraid of what might would happen or anything. Yung ganun.

Hopefully I can be like the person they are referring too. The person who is strong and someone who isn't afraid to stand up for what she believes in. Little do they know that I'm very FAR from being THAT person. They see the smiling and laughing me but behind that smiling face is a hurting soul. Little do they know that I have lots of insecurities I'm trying to cover up. Little do they know that I really want to cry though I'm trying my best not to.

I'm tired of crying.

I'm tired of overthinking.

Yes I do know what and WHO to believe in. Alam ko naman that I should be strong for God and things like these are just normal and temporary. But these facts doesn't stop me from feeling hurt.

Haaaay, adolescence is tough.

You are my freedom, Jesus You're the reason

I'm kneeling again at Your throne.


Where would I be without YOU here in my life??

GOD, HELP ME TO BE STRONG!!
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It's amazing how another person's perception can improve your self-esteem. :))

My current status on FB.

Kanina, nagkukwentuhan kami nila Ate Cheng, Elaine and JR. Sabi ni Ate Cheng, Kuya Bryan (her bf) really helped her sa pagimprove ng kanyang self-esteem. I asked: "Yan ba ang dahilan kung bakit mababa ang self-esteem ko ngayon?" LOL.

Natuwa lang ako sa mga nalaman ko. Sabi ni Ate Cheng sakin before, medyo intimidating ako at first look and I'm the type of person who's strong. Nagulat ako. STRONG ba kamo? I actually consider myself as weak. One whose confidence level is plummeting. Pero alam mo yun, yung comment na yun about my personality helped me. They perceive of me as strong, gusto ko magpaka-strong.

I'm only human. And God made humans as emotional creatures.

Pero parang nakakapagod din mag-emote minsan diba? Lalo na pag wala kang masabihan. Nakakahiya din kasi sabihin ng iba... There are times wherein I really want to tell this person how I'm feeling, but I'm afraid of what might would happen or anything. Yung ganun.

Hopefully I can be like the person they are referring too. The person who is strong and someone who isn't afraid to stand up for what she believes in. Little do they know that I'm very FAR from being THAT person. They see the smiling and laughing me but behind that smiling face is a hurting soul. Little do they know that I have lots of insecurities I'm trying to cover up. Little do they know that I really want to cry though I'm trying my best not to.

I'm tired of crying.

I'm tired of overthinking.

Yes I do know what and WHO to believe in. Alam ko naman that I should be strong for God and things like these are just normal and temporary. But these facts doesn't stop me from feeling hurt.

Haaaay, adolescence is tough.

You are my freedom, Jesus You're the reason

I'm kneeling again at Your throne.


Where would I be without YOU here in my life??

GOD, HELP ME TO BE STRONG!!
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