Expecting is just hard. When in the end, it will only bring you frustrations.
:(

What would I do? I'm sad these past few days. Can anybody or something just cheer me up???
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...are on my mind.

What does that just mean??
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I just love to sing.

But I only sing at our church's music ministry.

I admit, sometimes I get inggit when my classmates get a chance to perform on stage at school. There's that longing, but I don't want to try. I'm too intimidated to do so. My classmates are much more of a pro when it comes to it... I might just fail myself.

One time when there was a program at school and my classmates again performed. As usual, I asked myself why can't I go there and sing for everyone? So that people would see that I have a talent also. I got sad actually. Then I felt God speak to me His message.

Then I realized... that God gave me this talent to use it for His glory. He spoke to me and asked me why do I focus on letting people recognize me for my talents? Why do I long to please them? Didn't He give this voice to me so that I could sing to Him and minister through Him?

It was through that moment that I made a vow upon the Lord. I just won't mention it here. God knows it already. :)

And last week, they were calling for auditions for the school chorale. My classmate went and some of my friends told me to go too. Though the longing is still there, I said NO. I want to stand firm to my vow with God. I pray that in the right time He will honor my faith through this decision of mine. It is hard and sometimes painful, but I can do it with His grace guiding me.
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I get electrified everytime he does that to me. (I mean it in a positive way.)

Eeeeek.

Sanguine mode.:|
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I think God is preparing me first before my sked gets hectic. There were lots of activities these past few days, and I know after this week I'll be focusing on my studies.


Ate Tin, Ferlhen, Keith, Ate Fai, Me, Joy, Thalia, Jha, Badet, Anime, and Mjane last sunday (June 13), after the 15-minute discipleship introduction.


Us again at that sunday afternoon, at Abigail's 1st birthday party! We chose to stay at the rooftop, masyadong mainit sa baba, haha.


Can I participate in the games now? LOL.

Then yesterday, (June 14, Monday) we had the CEC Family Day with many CEC churches from Central, Nueva Ecija, Marilao, etc. Lots of fun and games!


Before the Caterpillar game! Good thing I have my shades on, I have no problem on what camera to look at. LOL.



Me and Elaine. I want to jump at the pool because some of the youths were already swimming, but I did not bring any extra clothes with me. Inggit!

So I can't post anything as of now except for these pictures. LOL! And also today is my free day because Wednesdays are for my OJT but since it hasn't started yet, free day muna, so I'll make the most out of it! Tomorrow will be another long day - 7am to 7pm at school. Good luck! It would be hard, but Kakayanin, sir!
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I can't believe it.
I'm already a college senior. Wow, time really flies so fast.
Parang kelan lang, 1st year pa lang ako.

I remember, it was the first Monday in the month of June in the year 2007. My older sister was even with me on that very first day! Haha, cuz I was afraid I might get lost. So we were searching for Room FDT106 for my first subject, then we finally found it. I saw many people already, my classmates! But I was hesitating to go inside. Sooo scared! I managed to go inside anyways. ^^, Lunch break and I already have a new circle of friends to eat with me. Syempre ang tahimik pa, mga nahihiya pa dumaldal. Haha!

Ngayon, when we look back to those 'first day experiences', we just laugh about it. Nakakatuwa kasi dati masyado pa kaming reserved but now after almost 4 years of being together, hindi na nagkakahiyaan. :))

Thank God for my experience in being a college student!
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Hi there!

Haven't updated for a while now. I spent my remaining vacation days being busy with the Harvest Moon game 'coz my character already got married to Karen, and I'm beginning to earn lots of gold already, LOL. Such an addicting game! And classes just started for us today (Tuesday) so I really couldn't find the time to visit and comment to your blogs. Hopefully I could do it on my spare time.

The question is... would there be a spare time? I'm already a 4th year college student and there will be lots to do for us this semester. OJT every MW, 6 subjects every TTh, 2 subjects every Friday, and a research that needs to be defended at the end of the sem. And of course, there are lots of church activites too, like the Youth Fellowship every Thursday nights, Friday Prayer Meetings, Saturday Music Ministry practices and Sunday services. I hope I could survive! I know I could do this with God's help, I just need discipline and good time management. And I know what I need is to cut back on Facebook and internet use! It would honestly be hard, but I need to handle the first in my priorities.

I wonder what thesis titles would be good to submit? Hmmm. Any ideas? I'm a Psychology major BTW.

And yeah, I also got a haircut. Short hair once again! But different from the past cut I got last year.



I just love Jae Kyung's (from Boys Over Flowers) hair!
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God is so great. Truly when He asks us to put something down, He will replace it with a better one. :)

My emotions were stirring up again last saturday. I've been constantly telling myself not to expect something since I don't have any right to do so, yet I can't help but feel that way. Whyyy whyyy whyyy.

Then today [sunday] after service, me and my family went to SM North for lunch. Thank God because after our family's huge misunderstanding last week (na ganun din ang eksena, kakain din kami sa labas non) the affair kanina was so smooth. Basta I can't explain, all I can tell is papa is in a good mood, and I thank God for that. :) Though they made me cry last week because of the misunderstanding, I know it's all for the better. I hope this good relationship would continue. :)

So even though I got really sad, God made up for it the day after. Huge thanks, really. :)
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Expecting is just hard. When in the end, it will only bring you frustrations.
:(

What would I do? I'm sad these past few days. Can anybody or something just cheer me up???
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...are on my mind.

What does that just mean??
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I just love to sing.

But I only sing at our church's music ministry.

I admit, sometimes I get inggit when my classmates get a chance to perform on stage at school. There's that longing, but I don't want to try. I'm too intimidated to do so. My classmates are much more of a pro when it comes to it... I might just fail myself.

One time when there was a program at school and my classmates again performed. As usual, I asked myself why can't I go there and sing for everyone? So that people would see that I have a talent also. I got sad actually. Then I felt God speak to me His message.

Then I realized... that God gave me this talent to use it for His glory. He spoke to me and asked me why do I focus on letting people recognize me for my talents? Why do I long to please them? Didn't He give this voice to me so that I could sing to Him and minister through Him?

It was through that moment that I made a vow upon the Lord. I just won't mention it here. God knows it already. :)

And last week, they were calling for auditions for the school chorale. My classmate went and some of my friends told me to go too. Though the longing is still there, I said NO. I want to stand firm to my vow with God. I pray that in the right time He will honor my faith through this decision of mine. It is hard and sometimes painful, but I can do it with His grace guiding me.
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I get electrified everytime he does that to me. (I mean it in a positive way.)

Eeeeek.

Sanguine mode.:|
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I think God is preparing me first before my sked gets hectic. There were lots of activities these past few days, and I know after this week I'll be focusing on my studies.


Ate Tin, Ferlhen, Keith, Ate Fai, Me, Joy, Thalia, Jha, Badet, Anime, and Mjane last sunday (June 13), after the 15-minute discipleship introduction.


Us again at that sunday afternoon, at Abigail's 1st birthday party! We chose to stay at the rooftop, masyadong mainit sa baba, haha.


Can I participate in the games now? LOL.

Then yesterday, (June 14, Monday) we had the CEC Family Day with many CEC churches from Central, Nueva Ecija, Marilao, etc. Lots of fun and games!


Before the Caterpillar game! Good thing I have my shades on, I have no problem on what camera to look at. LOL.



Me and Elaine. I want to jump at the pool because some of the youths were already swimming, but I did not bring any extra clothes with me. Inggit!

So I can't post anything as of now except for these pictures. LOL! And also today is my free day because Wednesdays are for my OJT but since it hasn't started yet, free day muna, so I'll make the most out of it! Tomorrow will be another long day - 7am to 7pm at school. Good luck! It would be hard, but Kakayanin, sir!
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I can't believe it.
I'm already a college senior. Wow, time really flies so fast.
Parang kelan lang, 1st year pa lang ako.

I remember, it was the first Monday in the month of June in the year 2007. My older sister was even with me on that very first day! Haha, cuz I was afraid I might get lost. So we were searching for Room FDT106 for my first subject, then we finally found it. I saw many people already, my classmates! But I was hesitating to go inside. Sooo scared! I managed to go inside anyways. ^^, Lunch break and I already have a new circle of friends to eat with me. Syempre ang tahimik pa, mga nahihiya pa dumaldal. Haha!

Ngayon, when we look back to those 'first day experiences', we just laugh about it. Nakakatuwa kasi dati masyado pa kaming reserved but now after almost 4 years of being together, hindi na nagkakahiyaan. :))

Thank God for my experience in being a college student!
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Hi there!

Haven't updated for a while now. I spent my remaining vacation days being busy with the Harvest Moon game 'coz my character already got married to Karen, and I'm beginning to earn lots of gold already, LOL. Such an addicting game! And classes just started for us today (Tuesday) so I really couldn't find the time to visit and comment to your blogs. Hopefully I could do it on my spare time.

The question is... would there be a spare time? I'm already a 4th year college student and there will be lots to do for us this semester. OJT every MW, 6 subjects every TTh, 2 subjects every Friday, and a research that needs to be defended at the end of the sem. And of course, there are lots of church activites too, like the Youth Fellowship every Thursday nights, Friday Prayer Meetings, Saturday Music Ministry practices and Sunday services. I hope I could survive! I know I could do this with God's help, I just need discipline and good time management. And I know what I need is to cut back on Facebook and internet use! It would honestly be hard, but I need to handle the first in my priorities.

I wonder what thesis titles would be good to submit? Hmmm. Any ideas? I'm a Psychology major BTW.

And yeah, I also got a haircut. Short hair once again! But different from the past cut I got last year.



I just love Jae Kyung's (from Boys Over Flowers) hair!
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God is so great. Truly when He asks us to put something down, He will replace it with a better one. :)

My emotions were stirring up again last saturday. I've been constantly telling myself not to expect something since I don't have any right to do so, yet I can't help but feel that way. Whyyy whyyy whyyy.

Then today [sunday] after service, me and my family went to SM North for lunch. Thank God because after our family's huge misunderstanding last week (na ganun din ang eksena, kakain din kami sa labas non) the affair kanina was so smooth. Basta I can't explain, all I can tell is papa is in a good mood, and I thank God for that. :) Though they made me cry last week because of the misunderstanding, I know it's all for the better. I hope this good relationship would continue. :)

So even though I got really sad, God made up for it the day after. Huge thanks, really. :)
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